I wrote this before I went to Uni and is probably about four or five years old but you can start to see my development towards a couple of my other blog posts.
Your memory
is known to play tricks on you; especially your childhood memory which is
capable of the most outrageous tricks of all. Things seemed bigger, brighter
and on the whole more exciting. Often that was because they were or that you
were smaller in a big, big world, more prone to exaggeration and on the whole a
lot more curious about the world. I remember childhood trips to Nottingham
being bowled over by the Brew House Yard Museum. It was like stepping into a
Narnia like world. It was magical, being able to experience an air raid safe in
the knowledge that you were not going to be the target of a stray bomb.
The problem
is that you grow up and the magic disappears, you see the smoke and mirrors
that deceived you. How disappointed the seven year old you would have been. Not
just disappointed with that you shrug it off and accept, but that someone could
do this to you. This Tardis like building of your childhood could be so small. So what happens when you go back to towns or
cities that once played a role in your childhood, but you have not visited
since? You are after all a different person however much you try to deceive
yourself that the child you once were is still in there trying to get out. I
think it was in a kind of childlike naivety that I went blundering back to
places that I thought I could trust not to disappoint.
Chichester
is a grand looking place that has a grand looking heritage. It is dominated by
its 900 year old cathedral, the only cathedral in England visible from the sea.
It has been settled on since the Roman occupation; in one of its parks lies
buried a Roman amphitheatre. All this you would think would make it the ideal
location for a tourist. I thought so. However when I first arrived the tourist
information office was not open. Fine. I’ll come back later, I thought. I
headed for the local museum not wanting to go to the most visibly obvious venue
first. When I got there I found it was not to open until ten, never mind I’ll
come back later, after all it’s not the biggest city in the world.
One of the
best things about Chichester was that it had one of the most impressive
McDonalds anywhere in the world forget the Golden arches overlooking red
square. Housed in the old corn exchange building with Greek style columns mixed
with Victorian grandeur while the building remains an important part of
Chichester it now no longer houses Ronald and friends.
So it was over to the cathedral. What I remember as a kid was the
roofs of the cloisters looked like they were the upturned hulls of medieval boats,
and apparently that is exactly the look it was going for. I was there for half
nine on the dot and finally it looked as if my luck had changed. I went in
through the oak door of the cathedral shop, as if the architect had planned it
for just that purpose 900 years ago. I
was greeted by a middle aged woman who asked
“Are you a customer?”
I
replied in the affirmative.
“Well I’m sorry, but we aren’t open just at
the moment.”
“Oh really!” was all I could think to reply,
transfixed to the spot as if nailed to the floor.
“Well
I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you to leave.”
Hardly in the Christian spirit I thought, and
slammed the door to convey my annoyance.
I then went
in the main building to have a look round after all medieval buildings are very
interesting but I didn’t take any of it in. I guess it was the usual fair of
memorials to long dead Bishops and knights plus all the aspects of a living and
working church. Indeed there were many people scurrying about to set up some
spectacular light show for later that evening.
I had had enough of Chichester and headed for the train station.
A
replacement bus service had deprived me of the joys of Barnham train station
which only purpose was to ferry holidaymakers down the line to Bognor then Butlins.
Bus replacement services are usually double decker buses that are full to
bursting, and take twice as long to reach their final destination. This journey
however made a nice change and twenty minutes later I was taking my first lung
full of sea air. Everyone knows Bognor Regis as the place that George V
remarked ‘bugger Bognor’, while Queen Victoria found it to be a ‘delightful
little place’. Bognor is now a vastly different place it has a certain run down
charm to it and it brightened my day up immeasurably, even the sun came out to
say hello.
Most people
are rather disparaging about this little seaside resort and in 1994 the IRA
planted a bomb outside the local Thomas Cook. But I love the place, and even if
the Birdman competition looks to have gone due to its ever diminishing pier and
a health and safety culture. It still has a little place in my heart.
The beach is surprisingly sandy which gives it
the upper hand over its rivals of Brighton and Southsea which both contain
nothing but pebbles. I wandered into the pier and played on the penny arcades
which are irresistible and make you feel like you will soon be going to support
groups for the addicted. The chance to win cuddly toys you never in your right
mind would want seem valuable pirate treasure. I ended my visit to a little
seaside café ran by a Mediterranean family and for a long time I was the only
person there. It looked as if the place had changed very little since the 1970s
but it added to the whole experience.
In situations like this I can get overly
polite to the point, where I start to thank and apologise in equal measure that
I end up apologising for it. There is something reassuring about eating fish
and chips while looking out to sea locked away safe from the perils of a fluid
enemy that most of the time looks as harmless as a toothless dog. This coastline is not a palm tree paradise but has more of a mucky hue at this time of
year. It doesn’t have the same appeals as nearby Brighton with its hedonistic
nightlife, but you like it all the same. It just feels like a home from
home.
It’s a pity that
I missed out on Barnham station though as I’m sure the memories would have come
flooding back of the small version of myself and my family, but Bognor lifted
the spirits nether the less.